Dec. 19th, 2008

  • 10:03 AM
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之前看到[info]fiona_zhon发的新闻,虽然很多年没有关注过娱乐八卦,看到那个还是心里很难过。居然心情不好几天,虽然觉得他们多半会复合,20年的感情都变成习惯了怎么可能那么容易断?我就做不到。老实说我也不知道为什么这么大的人了会为这种事情心情不好,可是周慧敏勾起我小学国中时期很多回忆,好几段友谊也是与此相关,总是我人生经历的一部分。我现在好想念童年的那些朋友,想见也见不到了。见到了还会像以前一样吗?还会做同样的事?或者会像陌生人一样很尴尬,也不知说什么才好?

昨晚收到短信,在Facebook看到新的消息,链接不能用就代替用这个。我一下子心情很好。

以前听他们说为什么非要用一张纸绑住对方,现在看来他们是太天真了,结婚证书不是一张纸,是一个一生的承诺。如果连张纸都不敢去领,永远自由的在一起就是胆怯的借口而已。倪震所谓的中年危机说不定和这个有关,年级变大,好像有家庭又像没有,就像快要失去自己的identity一样。又想到他们以前说不要孩子,当时心想真是可惜啊,如果有小孩一定样貌惊人吧,现在看来也很天真,真的到自己年纪大了,父母离开了,会不会又来一次危机,觉得在这世上没有留下什么呢?

这个好像是我很久很久以来写的最长的中文,没想到还可以用那么多“书面语言”,好像自己很有文化的样子。:)

说到identity,it's been my own struggle for years。今天看到一个人的相同问题,真的很感谢最后那个Anonymous留言的人。道理我都知道,可是还是struggle。

Dec. 5th, 2008

  • 9:13 AM
haha
All of a sudden I start to see heaps of Chinese posts on my friends page again.
It feels really good to see those familiar names again.
欢迎回来

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I'm graduating!

  • Jun. 23rd, 2008 at 1:21 PM
haha
Just finished my last exam, ever.
Can't believe that I've actually spent 18 and half years being a student! The best years of my life, gone, just like that.
I hope it's all worth it. 
We'll see.

Imaginative freaks

  • Mar. 14th, 2008 at 9:28 AM
haha
Becoz of RE: Extinction, I watched RE 1-3 in 3 days. For a moment I was wondering how could someone (Japanese?) dream of such a story?
And today I saw this news. No wonder they claim that they catch whales "for scientific purposes". It cracked me up, I mean, cows and whales? Why don't they think of shark and whales, or cows and sheep, but cows and whales?

Embarassing moment

  • Mar. 7th, 2008 at 1:02 PM
haha

At Wet 'n' Wild, upon crashing into the water from a large water-slide, my bikini came off (not "off", just out of position, but bad enough). And I didn't know. 

I walked out of the water and turned around to sit down watching other people coming down the slide. About a minute later, I stood up and started leaving, the life guard then saw me and gestured to me... I wonder how many people saw.

You bet after that I always checked before I came out of the water. And it did happen once again. Lucky I checked.

gold coast? bikini? gym! faint ...

  • Jan. 23rd, 2008 at 6:35 PM
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2 and half years ago, I signed up with a gym for 6 months, but went 2 or 3 times, wasted all that $.

Today, I went to a gym to have a fresh start. Within 7 minutes' "warm-up", I fainted, literally. What a loser. 
I didn't actually collapse, but almost. I stopped as soon as I felt it coming and told the coach, and we went and sat down.

But I'm going back tomorrow to do it again. This time i won't go without breakfast.

Oh and Heath Ledger is dead? Unbelievable.

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a late "happy holiday" to everyone

  • Dec. 28th, 2007 at 1:11 PM
hotdog
I hadn't been posting here much. It didn't help when i joined facebook. But it's not totally my fault: lots of my LJ friends have been slack, too. Well, some of them were forced to abandon LJ becoz their government banned the website (and lots of others). Anyway, I wonder if this is a sign of the end of blogging era, maybe not. It just seems like social networking crap are really taking over. A random thought.

I said that homepage came and went, then came the blog, now the networking sites (not only social but business, too), however, I would still go back to the homepage way. And I did pick a hosting service, just haven't paid yet (and couldn't think of a domain name). Looks like I may not have enough time to build my site this summer anyway. I wonder why my 3-month holidays are half gone already?

Back to my new camcorder. I've been loving it. Made 2 dvds to give people as Xmas presents already. Doing a slightly bigger "project" for my parents at the moment. Here, have a look at the size:

Waiting

  • Dec. 2nd, 2007 at 6:12 PM
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As if I knew I would need something to cheer me up after getting the exam results, I ordered this baby the day before. I've been waiting patiently for years to buy one of these. 

I heard this one is only about the size of a coke can. :p
But what's the use of getting a HD camcorder when I don't have a HDTV (in fact I don't have any TV) yet?

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I've locked my journal for now.

  • Dec. 2nd, 2007 at 3:34 PM
hotdog

This journal is now FRIENDS-ONLY.
You will have to be on my friends list and logged in to read my previous entries.

I'm not sure what I'll do with my future posts. Just want to lock previous ones until I figure out what I'm gonna use this journal for.

SQL median()

  • Jan. 5th, 2007 at 5:26 PM
god

I cannot believe T-SQL doesn't have a median() function.
There are many people posting their own online, but many of them are not correct or at least not simple enough.

declare @varMedian table(
Median int,
ID int identity)

insert into @varMedian (Median)
select [Age]
from [@varPatientList]
order by [Age] ASC

declare @Count as int,@Median as int
set @Count = (select count(*) from @varMedian)
set @Median = (@Count/2 +1)

--to get the median number--------------------
(Select Median from @varMedian where ID = @Median)

But since it relies on the identifier, if, in this example, you want to get the median age of male, and female, and both, you'll need to create 3 temporary tables, which could be annoying.

And I heard the new version would allow user to write their own functions, so this won't be an issue then.

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